Growing up,

Hello there reader,

It's been quite a bit since I share something with you. I've been too busy distracted by unimportant things lately, too busy to even realize what I'm doing with my life which is absolutely nothing. I finally know what I want to do with my life, two words: Law School.

I finally have a plan. Even though I'm not a big fan of plans because as the days go by things change. But as of now, I've decided it's time for me to make a change and stop ''going with the flow'' because that's not going to take me where I want to be. I have to work hard for this and I have to start making changes now.

I'm giving myself five more weeks in Maryland, my last five weeks here. I'm going to party harder than ever, but most important I'm going to spend some quality time with those who have been here for me since day one, my friends. Because now I know I can't come back, as much as I would love to move back to Maryland I can't. For me to get where I want to be I have to go back to Illinois, get my life back in track. Start working, go to college, do my best there so I can transfer to Chicago University so I can live the life I want to. I wish things were different and easier. I'm going to miss everyone here so much but things happen for a reason. No matter how much it hurts, sometimes you have to let go and do what's best for you, you are going to have to say good bye a few times but being away from the people you love doesn't make you love them any less, it makes you appreciate and love them more.

Don't ever let anything come between you and your dreams.

Nothing is impossible.

That's all for tonight

xx

JLove,