Nine days,

In a couple of minutes when the clock hits 12am another day will be gone, and I'll be left with nine days in Maryland. The clock is ticking and I realize nine days are not enough, but I can't extend my time anymore. Nine days are all I have left, and I'm scared.
I've realized this week that I'm going to miss everyone more than I've imagined, this is going to be very hard. I hope I get a chance to say bye to every single one of my friends, if I don't I apologize.
I've met some amazing people here in this eastern state that I will never forget. No matter where I go, how many years go by I'm always going to be here for you guys specially my close friends, you guys have open up your way to my heart. Thank you so much for being there for me all these months, helping me out, putting a smile on my face, sticking with me through not only the good times but the bad times as well. I'm so lucky to have you guys in my life.
This post is so hard for me to write, because as I type these words that come from my heart tears come out.
I know I can be difficult at times, but that doesn't mean I don't care about any of you. I would be lost without you guys. You guys have helped me become who I am today.
I know nine days aren't going to be enough, but I want to make the best out of them. I want to see you all, create more memories and enjoy the little time I have left with you guys, my Maryland family.
With love,
Jacqueline

lying

/ˈlaɪɪŋ/ Show Sp[lahy-ing]

–noun

1.

the telling of lies; untruthfulness.

–adjective

2.

telling or containing lies; deliberately untruthful; mendacious; false: a lying report.


You guessed right, this post is about liars.
It could be your best friend, lover, mate, mother, neighbor, boss, etc.
They are everywhere, and to be honest we are all liars. There's no one who's ever been truthful their whole life, because it's simply impossible.
From little white lies to protect those you love all the way to big dark lies to fool everyone around you.
My question is why can't we just be honest with each other? Why do we choose to lie?
Sometimes yes, the truth may be harsh and hurt but it's necessary. Try to be in the other person's position, would you like to know the truth or be told a lie?
I would personally like to know the truth.
I can't stand people who say they would rather be lied to because they can't handle the truth. That is one of the saddest things in the world, we need to understand that we are going to get hurt. If we didn't get hurt we wouldn't appreciate being happy. It would just be a normal thing to us, and we would be ungrateful and that is the problem with society now days. We don't appreciate anything, we think we deserve good things without doing any work for it.
We need an attitude adjustment, without it this world is not going to change. Wars will never be over, and peace will never be found. Not just world peace, but peace within ourselves.

''Pictures of you, pictures of me
remind us all of what we could have been''
Pictures of you - The Last Goodnight

Growing up,

Hello there reader,

It's been quite a bit since I share something with you. I've been too busy distracted by unimportant things lately, too busy to even realize what I'm doing with my life which is absolutely nothing. I finally know what I want to do with my life, two words: Law School.

I finally have a plan. Even though I'm not a big fan of plans because as the days go by things change. But as of now, I've decided it's time for me to make a change and stop ''going with the flow'' because that's not going to take me where I want to be. I have to work hard for this and I have to start making changes now.

I'm giving myself five more weeks in Maryland, my last five weeks here. I'm going to party harder than ever, but most important I'm going to spend some quality time with those who have been here for me since day one, my friends. Because now I know I can't come back, as much as I would love to move back to Maryland I can't. For me to get where I want to be I have to go back to Illinois, get my life back in track. Start working, go to college, do my best there so I can transfer to Chicago University so I can live the life I want to. I wish things were different and easier. I'm going to miss everyone here so much but things happen for a reason. No matter how much it hurts, sometimes you have to let go and do what's best for you, you are going to have to say good bye a few times but being away from the people you love doesn't make you love them any less, it makes you appreciate and love them more.

Don't ever let anything come between you and your dreams.

Nothing is impossible.

That's all for tonight

xx

JLove,