''The Grown Ups World''

''Life is full of surprises''  I'm sure all of you have heard that line before, I sure have and I never actually realized how true that statement was until this past week.

Life is full of surprises and unexpected twists. We all live in our own little world and don't realize there's more to life than what our daily routine let us see. 

I feel like I'm a journey learning so many things lately, good and bad and now I'm in a battle with myself.

I'm seventeen and I've been acting like a spoiled little girl all my life, and now I feel forced to grow up. I find myself in a new environment. I don't feel like I'm in a playground anymore, instead I find myself slowly stepping into the ''grown ups world''.   I don't know if I like it, I don't want all these responsibilities quite yet to be honest. Why is it that we only have ''officially'', ''legally''  eighteen years to ''play'' around? That's not even half of our life. After those eighteen years, we have to start worrying about our future, why can't we play for a bit longer?  Some of you may be thinking ''Oh she is taking it too far, it's not the end of the world you can still be a kid''  And yeah, you are right you can still be a kid at heart but now you don't have all day to play around, because your clock is ticking and you have to take advantage of every minute that goes by. 

I just feel overwhelmed, I didn't think it was going to happen this soon. 

But other than being a little stressful, the ''grown ups world'' doesn't feel that bad.
I finally feel in control of my life and well I'm going to give it my best shot.